July 2011
June 2011
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I just need to stick through my job until graduation. It’s really tough though. I cannot wait to have a relaxing weekend. My family will be together. I will be laying out on the boat, no thoughts in mind. I’m going to sleep in and stay up late. I might even take a nap or two. I’m taking this weekend to refresh. I need it. Big time.
I took the day off. I suppose an emotional vacation day. After exchanging hurtful messages, we finally called it quits around 4 am. I couldn’t bring myself to get out of bed once 6 am rolled around. Today, I take the day to recoup. I can cry and think of what should of or could of happened. Come tomorrow, I start over. I look forward. I’ll be okay.
“There’s some people in this world who you can just love and love and love no...”
– John Green (An Abundance of Katherines)
He called me Jess. He said ” I love you and you’re rare. But you told me no. ” I told him “let me be. I love you too much for my own good.”
My heart hurts more than ever. Ever. How do you let something that you love so much go? I’ve never wanted someone to hate me so much. It would make things so much easier. He won’t. It hurts that I love that about him....
